I started seeing a counselor last week. It has been a few days before I could even say it to my friends. I do not even like thinking about it. I have not told my family, not even my father. I do not know if I am doing any better or worse than before. I do not know how to know. I never thought I would be someone who was so uncomfortable with the idea of getting help.
I do not think it’s working but it’s only been a week.
I think I just need to sleep.